I really don’t understand how someone can treat someone they “love” with so much disrespect. How can you lie straight to my face after saying you love with? How can you lay in a bed with her and me on the same day? Not tell me, and lie about it when you bring it up. I just hope she makes you happy. And if you ever do come back to me, that I’ll be strong enough to know what I want and finally let go of the one thing that I loved and what kept me strong for this past year, but what also brought me to the lowest point of my life. I’ll never break my promise of loving you but I’m just going to stand up and look out for myself for once. Be a better person and no longer have my feelings grow anymore for you.